I guess the reason I don't feel like writing lately is I feel that with something so horrible happening right now talking about my mundane life feels almost disrespectful. Please send some positive thoughts or vibes or prayers (whatever is your style) to a Cyster that is in dire need of them right now.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
In Need Of Positive Thoughts
I have not been in the mood to write lately. There was a tragedy in the CF mommy world recently that really struck me. It has made me question everything and made me think about my choices for the future. I remember asking my OB if she ever lost a CF mommy or a baby (with a CF mommy) during pregnancy in which she firmly answered no. I felt (falsely) assured that as long as you were healthy enough to sustain a pregnancy and no other factors came into play (for example early miscarriage which is common in ALL woman) the pregnancy would be successful with the biggest fear being preterm labor. Of course CF complications don't wait until the "perfect" time to expose themselves.