Wednesday, April 4, 2012

28 Years Old

Talk about getting old! I turned 28 yesterday and have to say it is sometimes hard to believe I am already so old. It seems like yesterday I was celebrating my 21st birthday. How did time go so quickly?

I usually hate my birthdays, but I decided to enjoy my first birthday with Peanut and my last birthday without her in my arms. My day started out fine and I went to work.I really wanted the work day to be over because my husband was bringing me out to a nice dinner. I have to wait with a student that has special needs until him mom picks him up to make sure he is safe. She decided to come almost 20 minutes late which really irritated me because it meant I stayed 20 minutes after work unpaid.

I very quickly walked waddled to one of the classrooms to gather my stuff. As I walked through the door I heard, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" and saw one of my very best friends (since 7th grade) who moved entirely across the country standing in the classroom. What a fun surprise to say the least! We went out to get Boba (one of my favorite things ever) and got to chat until it was time for me to head home for dinner.

I hit a little traffic coming home which is no big deal except I had to pee so bad that for the first time in my life I actually though I may pee my pants..for real.

After I tore apart my closet trying to find something cute to wear. Seriously all my dresses made me look like a 2 cent hooker because my belly made them ride up so much in the front. I finally picked a full length dress deciding  that nothing I had in my closet would ever really satisfy me. My little family (of 3) went to dinner and we had an amazing time. Great food and even better company. What more could a girl ask for? Well, except a little more energy. By the time we got home at 8 I was ready for bed so badly that my treatments felt lie torture. Guess my days of late nights are completely over!!!

A little pic of baby taken the day before my birthday.

Monday, April 2, 2012

What a Personality You Have Got!

This baby sure does have a personality! I just haven't figured out exactly how to read her personality. That sounds so confusing (cause it really is) so let me explain!

People would tell me to push on my belly when I feel baby kick and she will kick back. My baby used to do this, but she has taken a new approach. When I push on her, she moves. In fact, I once got her to make a whole semi-circle around my belly because she kept trying to avoid the spot I pushed. She would kick, I would push my belly, she would move and kick an inch lower. I would push, she would move...

If I press too firmly when feeling her kicks she also finds a new spot or moves. I have learned to very gently place my hand there so she can't sense my touch in order to feel her kicks with my hand. I have to tell others to give her a gentle touch as well if they want to feel anything.

All these little traits got me thinking, What a passive, shy little girl I have. She is minding her own business and trying to keep out of the way. 

When I shared this story with my sister she thought it sounded like I had a stubborn one on my hands.

I now am not sure if she will be a passive peace maker or if she will be a stubborn fiery one. Either way, I seriously can't wait to meet her.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Confessions Of Pregnant Cyster Part 3

To read Confessions Part 1 and 2 click here and here!

13. I love feeling my baby move and often laugh to myself when she decides to have little dance parties in my belly. Seriously, the coolest thing about pregnancy is her movements, BUT she is still turning in all directions and she sometimes settles into a breech position. I am not a fan of breech kicks. They aren't exactly painful, but they sure aren't comfortable!

14. My favorite part about being pregnant is having my husband feel and see our baby move. He is always so fascinated with her kicks and even more so of those crazy kicks you can see form the outside.

15. I am at a standstill with the nursery. I made a mobile and the wall art, but now I don't know what to do next. I am simply stuck!

16. Even though we have decided on a name we can't get ourselves to call her anything other than Peanut.

17. As more of my friends get closer to their due dates they are all stressed about labor and delivery. I am not concerned at all about labor and delivery simply because I am too stressed about how my CF will handle the end of pregnancy and after birth. I wish I could worry about the "normal" things in pregnancy.

18. Normally I love my job, but I am so over it now! I think getting sick last week made me hate being in a germ infested work place. I use hand sanitizer so much I had a student inform me that I can't build an immune system if I am never exposed to germs so maybe I shouldn't use hand sanitzer so much. Oh kid, if you only knew how nerve wrecking a CF pregnancy can be.

19 At the same time I cannot believe that in approximately 2 months I will not be working outside the home anymore. I am really excited to start my new job as a mom, but it seems so weird that I won't have to get in the car to go to work anymore.

20. The other day I was buying plants for the garden when the lady at the check out asked, "How far along are you?" It took me a second to realize what she was talking about. Even with this basketball sized belly I still sometimes forget I am preggo. How is that possible?

Saturday, March 31, 2012

29 Weeks...Time is Flying!

How Far Along: 29 weeks and 2 days
How Big Is Baby: Acorn squash
Total Weight Gain:
 Around 16-17 pounds. Nobody seems concerned that my weight has tapered off except me. Hoping to make up for it by next appointment
Sleep: Still doing it all the time. Actually, I find I sleep more now that I am getting further along. 
Movement: She got the hiccups for the first time last week. It is so cute, but I feel a little bad for her when she gets them. I hope she doesn't mind them. She has only gotten them one other time since.
What I Miss: Bending down with ease!
What I'm Looking Forward To: Finishing the nursery. I am currently stuck. I have executed all the ideas i could think of and am now at a stand still.
Milestones: I just looked up the milestones online and it says one milestone this week is hiccuping. I guess she is right on schedule with those hiccups!
Symptoms: I am really tired this week. Not sure if this is the new norm or just a busy growth week. Friday night I fell asleep before 6, woke up at 1:30 to do my treatments and went back to bed at 3 and slept until 8! That is a heck of a lot of sleep!
Other: Got the results to all  my blood work and am so excited to say that I passed both my diabetes test and the test for anemia.I am so relieved that I don't have to deal with diabetes and happy that i am getting enough iron. Woohoo!

Blown Away...

Holy CRAP!!!

I got a new compressor today and never realized how awful my old compressor was! The amount of mist coming out of this neb is enough to blow me away! No wonder my old neb took twice as long as to be expected for treatments. Also, this one doesn't sputter so my computer screen is still clean after using my nebs.

Hey, if it cuts down on my morning treatments maybe I can sleep in a little...now that is a nice thought :)

Friday, March 23, 2012

Sleepwalking

I mentioned in an earlier post that I get up to pee so often that I have learned to practically sleepwalk to the bathroom so I can easily fall back asleep. To prove to you how skilled (or unskilled) I am at this feat I have a story to share with you.

Upon needing to pee in the middle of the night I stumbled out of bed like usual and dragged my heavy tired body down the hall to our bathroom. The bathroom is quite close to the bedroom and the walk is pleasantly short, but this particular night I overestimated how short this little walk is and *SMACK* I turned too early and walked right into the wall about 2 feet before the turn to the bathroom. 

Not gonna lie it almost happened again the next time I got up to pee too...

Thursday, March 22, 2012

What happened to my bellybutton?

My bellybutton is quite fascinating these days if I do say so myself. It ever so slowly crept out of its cave until it was a flat plane blending in with the rest of my stomach. I discovered that bellybuttons are actually significantly softer than the rest of my skin, who would have thought! Well, just a few days ago my belly button decided to half way cave back in, but left the top half to ever so slightly protrude beyond my belly. I guess this is the course it is taking to become an outie. Oh, the changes of pregnancy.

I had a growth scan today which was basically an ultrasound to make sure my little girl is growing like she should. The tech warned me that it would not be in depth like the past ultrasounds and that he was just grabbing a few measurements. First off, my baby is getting SO big!! I can't believe how much of my belly she is taking up! Also, my breech little baby started off head down! Yay! Of course within 6 minutes she found her way to a transverse position. At least she is trying head down since she needs to get used to it!

The ultrasound was fun, but she doesn't fit nicely on the screen anymore since she is huge. We get to see her in parts. He did his measurements and I wasn't able to see too well, but my husband had a great view. The whole time my bladder was exploding because they make you drink a bunch 1 1/2 hours before the ultrasound and hold your pee. When he gets done with the measurements he says, that he has to wait for my bladder to fill because he can't get a look at my cervix. Uhhh, you mean to tell me my bladder isn't full? Then why do I have the urge to pee all over this bed? He said we may need to wait for another 30 minutes to get the measurement he needs and that I should drink more water while waiting. Telling a pregnant woman to hold obscene amounts of water for several hours is a mighty request, but I really had no choice so I crossed my legs and hoped for the best.

Luckily, to kill time he lets us see each inch of our baby: both hands, both feet and legs, and various bones. He then asked if there was anything else we wanted to see. I felt like we covered all the bases, but asked to see her little heart. One of the best moments in my life was seeing the little heartbeat of my baby at the 8 week scan and 20 weeks later it still fills me with awe to see this little heart beating away. The tech was awesome and zoomed all the way in so we could see all 4 chambers. It really was spectacular!! He was also the fourth confirmation ( 13, 18, 20, 28 weeks) that we are indeed having a little girl. I laugh when people say not to count on the sex guess because sometimes the docs are wrong. I am not so sure 4 different ultrasound techs can be wrong. We also saw a close up of her girl parts and there is nothing boy about her!

He was able to get the measurements before our 30 minutes were up which was a relief.  We find out in a week if she is growing on schedule. Next week cannot come soon enough!