First off, baby and I are fine.
I have truly found hell on Earth. Everything is too raw and too new to discuss in detail. There was/is a health crisis in my family and I have decided that there is no other torture in the world that can compare to the torture that comes with watching a love one suffer and the torture that comes with fearing losing that person forever. I will still be blogging and updating about baby because I need a distraction from what is going on, but for now all I can say is give the ones you love an extra kiss because life can be cruel and heartless when you least expect it and you never want to look back and say, "I wish I woulda..."